Wednesday, April 2, 2014

Day 17 Superhero Workout

Superhero workout to celebrate one trainer's birthdayI would have posted a picture BUT I look like a huge piece of shit, so....NO.  None of me.  But here is a group shot.  Over 170 Warriors showed up to celebrate Cameron's birthday at 4:45am.
Full House!
Breakfast-Quest Bar
Snack-Protein Shake
Lunch-chicken breast and brussel sprouts
Snack-I forgot to pack one
Dinner-pesto chicken wrap (whole wheat tortilla), sriracha (out of veggies, have to go to the store)
Snack-raw almonds

Ugh!  I had to stare at these all day.  We did a science experiment with cookies today.

I also did NOT eat this stromboli!  My kids and hubby ate this.  Dumb fuckers,

CHEEEEEEEEEESE!
I had such a rough mental day today.  I'm not showing much progress so far.  I'm feeling a bit discouraged.  It's been 17 days.  I'm not showing any changes in my measurements and/or much change on the scale.  I've been eating really well.  I feel like I'm spinning my wheels.  But what is the solution?  Give up?  FUCK NO.  I'm not sure if I should cut my "carbs", cut my calories, or just stay the course.  Ugh.  Decisions, decisions.  It's a tough balance between losing fat AND keeping/gaining muscle.  I tried to "snap out of it" today but I was pretty fucking Eeyore.

I feel like it's NO progress.
 I was scrolling Pinterest and I found this quote.  I realized that I'm focusing on the WRONG things right now.  I have always focused on the "outside".  I need to focus on my LIFE. No matter what I look like, my family loves me.  I need to eat healthy food so I can spend more time with them.  I need to workout because I LOVE IT and because without exercise I am a sad, lifeless person.  I truly believe that consistent, vigorous exercise can cure all manner of things.  Both physical and mental.   I need to focus on health and happiness and allow my body to do what it will.
My life is so good.  My family is healthy and whole.  My relationship is strong.  I love my job.  I need  BALANCE.
I'm not enjoying this process right now.  I am not having fun.  I'm deciding right now to have more fun.
I am a front row bitch. 

 So let's lighten the mood...and let's have fun.  Shall we?
Why does this make me laugh?
 
 Just for you...


Thanks for reading my babble.  Oh, and tomorrow is REST FUCKING DAY!!!
Today's alarm!

Tomorrow!!!!  I am so stoked!  SLEEEEEEEEP!
 
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!

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